The day started off with getting up to the sound of my watch alarm which wasn't loud enuff and repititive enough to get me out of bed and running . Reached the office at 10 30 , although I am supposed to be here by 9 am . Well , the reason is very noble , its to get used to the future steady job requirements ... but in 2 days , its difficult to change ... eventually it will happen though .
The documentation will go on i guess , because its not as simple as it looks . Working alone is still not very comfortable , need help at some point or the other . Everybody's busy fixing ir's , ... i am still a v'ir'gin heheheh :)
An insightful comment made me go back at the job , with some renewed josh , but this heat in the head is really making my life miserable . I don't know how it will be percieved if I told my boss ... as earlier my doc told me it was just my imagination . How can that be possible ?
Anyway , one thing is for sure , it happens only when I am working on the code ... any answers my readers ( if getcount(readers) > 0) ;)
Not the most popular guy around , but being percieved as a loner is not good for me , I know ...and being told by another is even worse . I can't be normal in the office with all the stack in my head with stuff from the code - makes me less than human -- more like a machine .
That reminds me "The Matrix" was a gr8 movie for many reasons ... especially for the "mentally enslaved " ... the human workforce to operate machines communicating in the machine's language so that other ppl can then use these machines .
Well ... life goes on ....without quake ,and with out excercise . The moment of joy when the boss says "good " lasts for a very short time ...but at least it was there . The time spent at the workplace is increasing ... procrastination ... slow learning , lack of motivation ... whatever maybe , the *%()%( " hot head " is killing me
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